Why do i get irritated so easily? It's like if I decide not to like you, I don't like anything you do. Like I'd just shut you down on every conversation we are going to have. I'm trying to be nice, but I think the hate comes out naturally. And it's fucking annoying to think that I'm like this. I hate myself for being like this. But I also hate people. Shit! Is something wrong with me? Should I go see a shrink or something? Is it even healthy.
I wanna see a shrink but I don't have the money to do so. I don't know why, but maybe I just wanna talk to someone. Maybe I'm scared to talk to someone... Or maybe I feel superior towards people but I'm really not. Ugh!
